Replying Message for My Teenage Self

Dear my teenage me,

It's been like six years since I wrote message for my daily update. I'm 26 now, its really amazing when you imagine the life could be so difficult to understand that time. I know you're so young, innocent, kind, brave but little bit shy and scared about your dreams. but let me tell you something. You've done very well, and I'm so proud of you, tita. Your have a clear mind and big heart, don't compare yourself to the other young people for your age, you're special...

I know you're cry a lot for your life, pushing yourself beyond your limit, always feel lonely, and you can't be just the way you are because you already have a wall stand in your heart. I hope you're gonna stop doing that, you have to open your heart to someone. I know its difficult to gain your trust to someone again, i hope you meet someone who respect you, who love you as you are, and accept everything you're insecure for, it doesn't matter as long as he with you...

here I am, all of my dreams is completely achieved from your hard work in your young age. I must say, I don't have any dream right now. I have to find my new dream. How can I find it? Is it possible if I want my dream for a my future little family? There is no place i want to go, except my new home. I think, I'm ready for that slightly dream.